I woke up one day I just realized he was gone for good — and it was okay.
I was fine, I wasn’t happy I just felt ‘normal’. I never asked for it to be over. Then again, I never asked/expect it to begin. That’s the way it is with life, some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance; but even the most beautiful days have their sunsets. At first it turns you bitter and angry. I guess you wouldn’t know unless you’ve experienced it. It’s that feeling of being totally unhappy with yourself, not knowing what to do or where to go from here. It’s painful and it hurts, but one day it just happens, you just wake up, and that feeling will be completely gone, and even though you’ll have to start from square one, the pain begins to fade, and you realize you’re not hurting that much anymore. There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world; it’s the beginning of a something new. 3weeks ago we all went to town and he made moves on me and saying he just finished his lady friend for it, but I just couldn’t do it to myself. Looking back it’s the best decision I made with me and him. Not going back because now I can finally say I’m over it and have no feelings toward him. He has moved on and is in a relationship with the girl he went out with behind my back. I’m happy for them and wish them all the best for the future. Me? Well I can say I have feelings for someone else. I’ve never been happier. I’ve never been closer to my girlfriends; we’re having the time of our lives. They never fail to make me smile. I love them to pieces.
I’m happy.
