May 2011
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I woke up one day I just realized he was gone for good — and it was okay. I was fine, I wasn’t happy I just felt ‘normal’. I never asked for it to be over. Then again, I never asked/expect it to begin. That’s the way it is with life, some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance; but even the most beautiful days have their sunsets. At first it turns you bitter and angry. I...
March 2011
4 posts
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Over the past couple of weeks I’ve been getting on really well with my ex lover, but can you really ever be mates? With your ex, you’ve shared memories that will either make you laugh or cry. But somewhere on the road of parting ways couples one person feels the need to promise to stay friends “because you’re a really nice girl and that” which leads to more broken promises. One person is...
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What are ‘The break up rules’? When a relationship or thing comes to an end what are the dos and don’ts. Over the past couple of weeks me and him have been getting on fine, if anything we have clearly been flirting, I know it’s wrong as I know he has no feelings towards me and I still have them for him, so in the long run its only going to make it more painful right? 1. Destroy all pictures where...
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Oh wow, its march? Where have these months gone already? New year only seems like it was yesturday! Ahhhhhhh and one of my favourite days of the year tomorrow PANCAKE DAY! My girlies and coming round to have a hugeeeeeee pancake fest! MAJOR EXCITEMENT RIGHT NOW! This week seems to be off with a fabulous start….lie in this morning, open my blinds/windows beautiful day, radio on -songs booming...
February 2011
7 posts
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Well what a fabulous week! I had a brilliant night last night with the best people ever!! Camera broke, orement smashed/pva glued back together, picture smashed and all veg given to the rabbit therefore the sunday roast consisting of potatoes and carrots ha! …..when the rainy days are dyin, gotta keep on, keep on tryin, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, get on up, when your down, baby, take a good look...
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Ive been there before, yes he has a girlfriend and yes he still does. But still hes asking to go out all the time and texting me. I know hes saying it to billions of other girls and I know deep down he will just be using me. But when he does text me and when he says how nice i look, theres a part of me that wants to believe him. I dont know whether I actually want to go out with him or whether Im...
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Has had a fabulous birthday! Anna day couldnt have gone down any better! Presents, money, cards, all you can eat chinese and a cheeky dress for saturday, What more could you possible ask for! I plan to spend Saturday with people who I care about so Ive basically invited my year in sixy bar one: knob. Haha Yes Anna! Childish or not he went out with someone a day after we agreed to give it another...
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Im now at the stage of the final closing curtain. When I genuinely couldnt give a fuck about him or his new lady friends. I am no ones sloppy seconds. I have learnt alot this past 3months not only about relationships, but also about myself. I really need to think before falling for the mushy shit: I love you, I wouldnt do anything to hurt you, you have had to cope with alot in you life,you have...
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-I always said i believe in giving someone a second chance, as everyone is entitled to make one mistake in lives with one person. They are telling you everything you want to hear, so you end up once again falling for their bullshit. (When really they are laughing at you- as you are currently unaware of the fact they are texting girls and has been texting one certain girl) So you being blissfully...
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What do you do, if someone you love let’s you down? When he fucks you over?…….You must try to stop loving them. Easier said than done though right? Because no matter what they have done or do you still cant stop your feelings. Last week, arguments happened and hurtful things were said. I played as much as a part of it as him. After the many missed phones calls on my phone from...
January 2011
14 posts
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Of course, you’re going to get your heart broken. And it isn’t just going to happen once, but a lot. That’s just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it; to be honest I think I still would be crying my eyes out if it wasn’t for my girls. And you’ll...
“Let’s not be too logical”
– Issey Miyake
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He doesnt want anything serious, whats the harm in enjoying that? But will I be able to detatch my feelings for him in a finger click if he wanted to end it? could I possibly put myself through getting over him again? I know I would question what would have happened if I dont go out with him again. Maybe I will just find out that he actually is a twat or that maybe theres a something. Who knows...
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Nothing is better than realising you deserve someone better! Yes now after a month, you realise you can do better. I want someone who wants to spend time with me, appreciates me and respects me and my family. I dont regret anything about it or anything that happen, at the time it was worth it. He made me happy and thats what I needed. it was nothing serious in the first place so its no major...
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At the end of yet another failed relationship,… you have to wonder, what’s it all worth? The one thing i have learnt over this past month and abit is to never rush anything. Breakups are tough and are painfully things but at the end of the day life goes on. This is not the first and it certainly wont be the last time you feel heartbroken and used. To ease the pain do we try and learn from...
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…or you could find yourself once again questioning. because now after all the unreturned texts I am still the fool sat here still waiting. But to get closer suggests there’s distance. Do we need to spend time alone to realize how much you like the other person? If you weren’t you speak for a month with no contact would you miss their company? I know I would miss it, but if he needs time, do...
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I’ve been brought up to look at life as one big fun challenge. But then when you’re growing up you learn to be cautious of things. You could break a bone or worse a heart. You feel you should look twice before you leap. Outsiders may say; “Don’t get too attached.” “He’ll only break your heart.” “He’s using you.” In life there’s no safety net, sometimes you have to fall so better things can fall...
“Fashion is not something that exists in dresses only. Fashion is in the sky, in...”
– Coco Chanel
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-What’s the harm in believing? Why is it so hard just to let things flow and stop thinking what if and constantly questioning your judgment. If your with the right person things will be okay, issues with be solved and arguments will make amerce.. is it time to stop questioning?
“Men cheat for the same reason dogs lick their balls: because they can”
– Samantha Jones
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What a night. I was supposed to be going the Vic in Rainhill however with my nan passing away last night i wanted to spend time with my family and ending up going to our jans. Although i wanted to be with my friends, it felt like the right thing to do. Midnight. I had a phonecall off Jack wishing me a happy new year and sending his love. sweetest thing ever. Shortly after that my mum and sisters...